Smile for the camera.Wave to the crowd.Stand tall,Show your adoration.Pretend.Pretend.They don’t know my mind, how twisted it is on the inside.How much I want them to see and understand that I seeing them with my imprint makes me want to sceam:MINE!MINE!MINE!It makes me become violent when a woman is to close.My imagination becomes warped, twistingContinue reading “My property”
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Illusion of freedom
So today my cousin called me. I was like, sh*t I’m trying to post a chapter today, don’t distract me! I answered. She was like: Rihanna, is a national hero now. I was speechless. I went like… Wahhhhhh? And she repeated it. Of course, I heard her. But… I was shocked. I have not evenContinue reading “Illusion of freedom”
MUSE
People are like inspiration; beauty to admire.A body to dream.Words to help you better imagine.Yet to take one as your own would take too much effort, which would result in failed work.{Ariion Dragoa}
Character look {rambling}
Well, I think that’s what I would call it. So on webnovel. I had been asked about characters, make a list somewhere and explain their background. Naturally, I admit, even though I work out, run, dance and all of that. I am lazy. I should also admit I am a person that is rather slowContinue reading “Character look {rambling}”
Discouraged
Your head, it hurts.Your mind, a mess.Your head, it stutters in your chest nervously.Your hand, they are clammy; from sweat.Your gaze, unfocused.Discouraged.Unmotivated.Unwilling.…cause the hope is gone.…no one is helping you.…to step into an unsure place.~ ~They smile.Laughing among each other.Oh, great creator you silently plead, but you are unable to. Unable to be motivated.Sah~So unmotivated.Continue reading “Discouraged”
Thank you~
I am a lazy person. I know it’s not something to be proud of, but I have to admit this fact. Anyway. I want to thank you all for giving me a like and follow or even those who peak. I am grateful. When I started this, like most who are super casual, I wasContinue reading “Thank you~”
Random thoughts
After completing yet another book, I find myself in deep contemplation. It has become evident that I am in need of an editor to refine my work. In my quest for the perfect editor, I have explored various websites and sought recommendations from trusted individuals. Given that my writing falls within the realm of fantasy,Continue reading “Random thoughts”
When I grow up 2
Writer’s block is horrible! Ahhhhh! (dramatic acting and stuff…) Anywho… It has been a while. I took the time to re-read one or two chapters and thought to myself: ‘editing is my enemy!’ but after I need to take a long break and focus on editing. Well, now with a few chapters stocked once again,Continue reading “When I grow up 2”
When I grow up
After careful consideration, I have been contemplating this for some time now. It’s unfortunate that I lack the motivation to write and correct this nightmare. It’s decent, but I must admit, I’m feeling indifferent about it. I simply don’t want to continue anymore as it requires too much thinking. Anyway, moving on. “When I GrowContinue reading “When I grow up”
DIRTY SECRET AH: my bad haters
Broken beauty As I wrote this chapter, my mind felt clouded and overwhelmed. I resorted to watching gory anime and researching various topics, such as plants, ants, moose, and crocodiles, to spark inspiration. Despite the stress, I managed to write a passable chapter. *Wipes brow*. Recently, I came across a reality check sentence in aContinue reading “DIRTY SECRET AH: my bad haters”
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